Spiritually Laid Back

June 29, 2007

Miraculous Powers - not a way to reality

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Maharaja: You have met many anchorites and ascetics, but a fully realized man conscious of his divinity (swarupa) is hard to find. The saints and Yogis, by immense efforts and sacrifices, acquire many miraculous powers and can do much good in the way of helping people and inspiring faith, yet it does not make them perfect. It is not a way to reality, but merely an enrichment of the false. All effort leads to more effort; whatever was built up must be maintained, whatever was acquired must be protected against decay or loss.

Whatever can be lost is not really one’s own; and what is not your own of what use can it be to you? In my world nothing is pushed about, all happens by itself.

(Nisargadatta Maharaja, I AM THAT, "Whatever pleases you, Keeps you back")

June 22, 2007

How to be a successful cult leader

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Here’s a page to wake up a few people. Talks of mind control techniques, charismatic leadership, deception, exploitation, and more.

I liked the line:
… if it sounds too good to be true, it probably is too good to be true.

Here’s another excellent one on becoming a millionaire guru. I hate to say that Vijay Kumar "Kracki" goes way beyond Steven Sashen’s list. But it will help to get you started.

And finally a few more links: Dick Sutphen’s The Battle for your Mind, and Rick Ross.

June 13, 2007

Psychopathology of a Cult Leader

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Excerpts from characteristics and psychopathology of spiritual/cult leaders. This is yet another important read for those of you following big-time gurus. Time after time the story repeats itself.

Dr. Robert Hare, one of the world’s foremost experts in the field (of psychopathology), estimates that there are at least two million psychopaths in North America. He writes, "Psychopaths are social predators who charm, manipulate, and ruthlessly plow their way through life, leaving a broad trail of broken hearts, shattered expectations, and empty wallets. Completely lacking in conscience and in feelings for others, they selfishly take what they want and do as they please, violating social norms and expectations without the slightest sense of guilt or regret."

Harder to evaluate, of course, is whether these leaders’ belief in their magical powers, omnipotence, and connection to God (or whatever higher power or belief system they are espousing) is delusional or simply part of the con. Megalomania–the belief that one is able or entitled to rule the world–is equally hard to evaluate without psychological testing of the individual, although numerous cult leaders state quite readily that their goal is to rule the world. In any case, beneath the surface gloss of intelligence, charm, and professed humility seethes an inner world of rage, depression, and fear.

… Two writers on the subject used the label ‘Trust Bandit‘ to describe the psychopathic personality. Trust Bandit is indeed an apt description of this thief of our hearts, souls, minds, bodies, and pocketbooks. Since a significant percentage of current and former cult members have been in more than one cultic group or relationship, learning to recognize the personality style of the Trust Bandit can be a useful antidote to further abuse.

4.Pathological Lying

Psychopaths lie coolly and easily, even when it is obvious they are being untruthful. It is almost impossible for them to be consistently truthful about either a major or minor issue. They lie for no apparent reason, even when it would seem easier and safer to tell the truth. This is sometimes called "crazy lying." Confronting their lies may provoke an unpredictably incense rage or simply a Buddha-like smile.

Another form of lying common among cult leaders is known as pseudologica fantastica, an extension of pathological lying. Leaders tend to create a complex belief system, often about their own powers and abilities, in which they themselves sometimes get caught up. "It is often difficult to determine whether the lies are an actual delusional distortion of reality or are expressed with the conscious or unconscious intent to deceive. These manipulators are rarely original thinkers. Plagiarists and thieves, they seldom credit the true originators of ideas, often co-opting authorship. They are extremely convincing, forceful in the expression of their views, and talented at passing lie detector tests. For them, objective truth does not exist. The only "truth" is whatever will best achieve the outcome that meets their needs. This type of opportunism is very difficult to understand for those who are not psychopaths. For this reason, followers are more apt to invent or go along with all kinds of explanations and rationales for apparent inconsistencies in behavior "I know my guru must have had a good reason for doing this." "He did it because he loves me even though it hurts."

3. Grandiose Sense of Self
The cult leader enjoys tremendous feelings of entitlement. He believes everything is owed to him as a right. Preoccupied with his own fantasies, he must always be the center of attention. He presents himself as the "Ultimate One" enlightened, a vehicle of God, a genius, the leader of humankind, and sometimes even the most humble of humble. He has an insatiable need for adulation and attendance. His grandiosity may also be a defense against inner emptiness, depression, and a sense of insignificance. Paranoia often accompanies the grandiosity, reinforcing the isolation of the group and the need for protection against a perceived hostile environment.


7. Incapacity for Love
As the "living embodiment of God’s love," the leader is tragically flawed in being unable to either give or receive love. Love substitutes are given instead. A typical example might be the guru’s claim that his illness or misfortune (otherwise inconsistent with his enlightened state) is caused by the depth of his compassion for his followers, whereby he takes on their negative karma. Not only are devotees supposed to accept this as proof of his love but also are expected to feel guilt for their failings! It becomes impossible for members to disprove this claim once they have accepted the beliefs of the group.

14. Lack of realistic life plan/parasitic lifestyle
… the illnesses they don’t get are due to their powers, while the ones they do get are caused by their "compassion" in taking on their disciples’ karma or solving the group’s problems. This of course is another guru trick.

For the full article, kindly see this and also a previous post. I was linked to this article from the TM-Free Blog.

June 6, 2007

Maharaj on Self-enquiry

Filed under: thoughts, quotes

"If you trust me, believe when I tell you that you are the pure awareness that illumines consciousness and its infinite content. Realise this and live accordingly.

If you do not believe me, then go within, enquiring ‘What am I?’ or, focus your mind on ‘I am’, which is pure and simple being."


What is beautiful about the story of Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj is his faith in his guru, which lead him to follow his guru’s instruction without question.

Contrasting this are teachers such as J Krishnamurthy who ask us not to believe anything. To start with an unconditioned mind. Which makes sense too. But how do you get that unconditioned mind? JK speaks of meditation, but as yet (I have read half of The Awakening of Intelligence), he hasn’t yet explained his form of meditation. JK talks about this and that, good and evil, the problems of the world, religion, you name it … IMO well suited for intellectuals.

Ramana Maharshi did not spend his life talking about good and evil, and other philosophical topics. Bhagavan Ramana always pointed us back to the "I", the direct path. Ramana’s advice was for each person who came, not restricted to the privileged class.

April 25, 2007

Osho on UG/Ramana

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From this page:

Just the other day I was reading a lecture of U. G. Krishnamurti. He says he went to see Ramana Maharshi. He was not attracted - because he was chopping vegetables.
Yes, Ramana Maharshi was that kind of man, very ordinary. Chopping vegetables! U. G. Krishnamurti must have gone to see somebody extraordinary sitting on a golden throne or something. Ramana Maharshi just sitting on the floor and chopping vegetables? preparing vegetables for the kitchen! He was very much frustrated.
Then another day he went and saw him reading jokes. Finished for ever! This man knows nothing. This man is very ordinary. He left the ashram; it was not worth it.
But I would like to say to you: this man, Ramana Maharshi, is one of the greatest Buddhas ever born to the world. That was his Buddhahood in action! U. G. Krishnamurti must have been in search of a pretender. He could not see the ordinariness and the beauty of it and the grace of it. And this same man, U. G. Krishnamurti, lived with Swami Sivanand of Rishikesh for seven years - and that chap was just stupid - and practised yoga with him. And after seven years he recognized that he has nothing; but after seven years, he took seven years. That simply shows that he also has a mighty dull mind. Seven years to see that Sivanand has nothing. Seven seconds are more than enough! And with Ramana Maharshi, seven seconds were enough - because he saw him chopping vegetables or reading jokes, looking at cartoons. That’s how the ordinary mind, the egoistic mind functions. The ego is always searching for something bigger, some bigger ego. And the true sage has no ego; he is an ordinary man. He is utterly ordinary - that is his extraordinariness!
I would like to say to U. G. Krishnamurti: he should have looked in the eyes of Ramana Maharshi. He looked only at the hands which were chopping vegetables. He should have looked into his eyes - with what love he was chopping the vegetables. He should have looked into his eyes to see what love he was. He was the Real Man. There is only one indication and that is love. But to understand love you have to be a little silent, a little loving, a little open. If you are full of prejudices about how the enlightened man should be, then you will go on missing. You should not have any prejudices. Just look into the eyes of a real man, and suddenly something will start stirring in your heart too. Tears will come to your eyes, your energy will have a great delight, your heart will throb with new vigour. Your soul will spread its wings.

April 23, 2007

Beware of the God

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Choosing A Guru

When choosing a guru you should ask yourself the following questions:
1. Does he bite?
2. Is he good with children?
3. How much does he eat, and how much will it cost to feed him?
4. If he isn’t neutered, and you don’t intend to have him neutered, are you willing to put up with a guru that tries to hump everyone in sight?
5. Is the guru you are considering well-bred, and does he come with papers? (And not just a Post-it note from Muktananda that has to be translated ad nauseam to try and make it sound more significant than it was intended to be).

Go on over here and read more. 

April 18, 2007

Kali Yuga

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This is the Kali Yuga,
Even Rakshashas (demons) will incarnate as teachers to mislead you.
Those who must be destroyed by these demons will be.

Test the Guru by the teaching:
without inquiry there is no teaching.
Shun every teacher who does not teach inquiry.
Directly looking at your own face is the only teaching.

If the Guru says ‘I am enlightened,’
it means the ego is enlightened so stay away.
Western teachers who say this are preachers so stay away
and only write books to load more garbage on seekers,
and more money in their pockets.

They will attract so many students,
but in Kali Yuga it is the falsehood which will draw the crowds.
The Truth and the true Gurus will be neglected.

Source 

April 6, 2007

Quote

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Beware of promises, pleasures and powers achieved or anticipated. All these seduce you from the Truth.

December 20, 2006

How some Gurus operate

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A friend asked us to share this with readers. It’s about the risks and signs of "gurus" who offer quick enlightenment processes, who appear to have miraculous powers and siddhis.
M Alan Kazlev has done a good job of popularizing the Intermediate Zone theory on how these kinds of gurus operate:
http://www.kheper.net/topics/gurus/IZ_guru.html#development

In ‘’The Sensitives'’ Chapter 12: ‘’The Intermediate Zone'’, Paul Brunton
wrote:

1
The pathway of the mystical goal is strewn with human wreckage. Why? Several
reasons would be needed to give a complete answer but one of the most
important is this: Between the state of ordinary man and the state of the
matured mystic there lies a perilous and deceptive psychological region
which has been given various names in mystical literature. It has been
called the astral plane, the intermediate zone, the hall of illusion, and so
on. The early efforts of all aspirants in concentration, meditation,
self-conquest, and study, bring them into this region. But once here their
egoism becomes stimulated by the subtle forces they have evoked, their
emotional nature becomes more sensitive and more fluid, their imaginative
power becomes more active and is less restrained. The consequence of failure
to negotiate these changes properly is swollen vanity, superstitious
credulity, emotions run riot, and imagination gone wild. The safeguards
against all this are first, submission to the philosophic discipline and
second, submission to competent guidance.

2
During the early stages of the meditator’s career, ecstasies, visions, and
messages may manifest themselves. He may accept the encouragement they bring
to his feelings, but he should not accept the communications they make to
his mind without screening them severely. It is easy for the ego to fall
into self-flattering moods as a consequence of such experiences, and to pass
from them into spiritual pride and vanity. But even if he succeeds in
critically judging them, he must still remember and keep in mind that they,
and even the emotional raptures, pertain only to these early stages and that
he must become indifferent to and detached from them in the later ones.
Otherwise, they will hinder his further development and cause him to
stagnate.

3
These powers are latent in all men but active in few. To seek them before we
have sought the divine Soul itself is a premature, unwise, and often
dangerous enterprise.

4
All occult experiences and spirit visions are mental, and not spiritual, in
the sense that the mind has various latent powers which pertain to the ego,
not the Overself. The question of which is real can be answered differently
according to standpoint. He need not trouble about the occult side, which
would be a degeneration for him. His chief aim must be to realize pure
B-e-i-n-g, not to see or experience anything outside it. Only after this has
been done is it safe or wise to concern himself with anything occult.

5
While the aspirant is still unbalanced in personality, undeveloped in
capacity, and uninformed in attitude, his psychical "experiences" are not
likely to be of much real value or importance. Yet, precisely because of
this immaturity of his, he will exaggerate their value and magnify their
importance. One consequence of this is that they may not only obstruct but
even harm his progress if he dwells on them. Hence a competent teacher will
discourage most talk about them. He wants to hear that the aspirant has
begun to overcome an unworthy impulse, not that he has "seen" some mystical
vision.

6
It is natural for beginners to become excited or enthusiastic about the
psychic phenomena but to let them be overvalued or misunderstood is
dangerous to further progress.

7
He must not misdirect his intelligence at the bidding of his thirst for
occult powers, nor his devotion at the bidding of his yearning for a
teacher. He must not befog his outlook by acquired antipathies and picked-up
prejudices. He must beware of the neuroticism which often passes for
mysticism.

8
The beginner should not seek communications, messages, oracles, predictions,
or impressions from the divine.
He inevitably lacks the capacity and
knowledge to discriminate between those that come from the true divine and
those that come from the pseudo-divine. Because the first class is rare but
the second common, he is more likely to be deceived than inspired. This kind
of effort may lead to dangerous results.

9
What novices regard as psychic gifts are more often psychic ills. What they
regard as spiritual development is more often spiritual affliction. They are
the victims of their visions. Farther from God and nearer to madness leads
the path of their heard voices and automatic writings.

10
Temptation begins when he becomes aware, through phenomena occurring in his
presence or by his thought, that occult powers are developing within him. He
may then come to regard himself as an extraordinary superman–which is
nonsense–or as a somewhat imperfect channel.

11
It is just as possible to use these occult powers evilly as it is to use
them beneficently. Indeed it is more possible. Therefore the way to them is
guarded vigilantly, both by Nature and by those who hold the necessary
knowledge.

12
Emotional vapourings may, at this early stage, be mistaken for authentic
inspirations; even neurotic ravings may be welcomed as sacred revelations.
Their content may even be partially or totally false.

13
He who would avoid unknown terrors should reject the pursuit of occult
powers and the courting of invisible spirits, until he understands what he
is doing. Let him learn before he moves, know light and shadow.

14
All occult development should be shunned until the character has been
thoroughly changed, the emotions purified, the will hardened, and
superstitions removed by knowledge. It may then come by itself as a
resultant by-product of advanced mystical practices in meditation. In this
way it will come safely and prove useful. In any other way, moral and mental
deterioration may ensue, personal dangers may be incurred, while general
futility may be the end of all.

15
The practices of psychism and occultism, with their pursuit of psychical and
occult powers, have this peril: that unless the seeker is quite well
informed he may be led astray from the correct path if he is at a lower
stage, or be kept too preoccupied with his own ego (or extensions of it) if
at a higher one. What might be useful adjuncts to a sage could become snares
to a seeker.

16
The reason why the Yogi is called upon to reject the miracle-making powers
which he earns is that unless he does so he is stopped in his onward
progress to the Highest. He must go on and on until he gains the latter;
"Neti, neti"–"Not this, not that"–must be his constant exclamation when
new privileges of a superhuman kind are presented to him. In brief, he is
not to be satisfied nor to stand still until he reaches his Goal. But once
he has won his way to the truly spiritual plane of being, he can then safely
turn around and pick up and use every occult power by which he has hitherto
refused to become ensnared.

17
These mysterious unrealized powers in man can only be safely developed by an
adept in philosophy, by a man who has already the knowledge to understand
what he is really doing and the character to do it without danger to himself
or others.

18
The siddhis represent the occult powers. They have no spiritual function, as
they are on a lower level, although men who have attained spiritual
realization may find themselves in possession of such powers. But also men
who are not so interested in spiritual realization as in realizing their
personal ambitions may deliberately seek and develop such powers.

19
He must understand that if he is clairvoyant and easily has visions, he is
actually hindered in his progress at a certain stage, whereas this will
become a great and helpful asset when he is more advanced. To get through to
the higher consciousness these powers of clairvoyant vision must die down in
him for a period and he must therefore co-operate and try to assist this
process by the effort of deliberately willed self-repression.

20
A time may come when he may seek to get rid of those occult powers which,
formerly, he sought so eagerly.

21
It is necessary to remember that a power which has been given may later be
withdrawn.

22
If a student is devoted to the lofty ideal of finding what is finest in
life, Nature mercifully withdraws possession of these supernormal powers
from him after he has become, through his own short but startling personal
experiences, both conscious and convinced of the wonderful power of Mind.

23
Then, of their own accord, they are mysteriously if slowly restored to him.
During all this time they have preserved matured and perfected themselves
through the unconscious workings of mind. Consequently he gains a superior
form of them, as it were. Whereas before they were fragmentary fitful and
sporadic, now they are ripe and forever to hand; whereas before they were
vague and dreamlike, now they are precise and sharp. Nevertheless, the more
authentic his possession of them is, the less will he speak of their
existence. For several reasons–practical, prudential, and mystical–it is
an unwritten law that they shall be owned and used in silence. Another
reason for this silence is, however, almost ethical. These perfected powers
arise when the ego is sunk, because they are powers belonging to the
universal Mind, not to the ego. Hence to the degree that he identifies
himself with the universal Mind he begins to manifest these miraculous
powers. Because they are pertaining to universal Mind he cannot honestly say
they are his. But neither can he honestly deny their presence in him. It is
better, therefore, to keep silent about them.

In other cases, where the initial motive is low and unscrupulous but the
patience to prolong meditation is high and determined, the loss of these
powers comes much later. The man who is interested in merely gaining these
powers for his own personal and selfish aggrandizement is entitled to
receive what he has worked for. But his motive may not only cause him to
injure others and thus bring down the eventual retribution of karma upon
him, but also cause him to fall afoul of malignant invisible forces. A
Mongolian philosopher with whom I once discussed the topic of developing
occult powers dryly remarked that a man who tried deliberately to do so
before being prepared by moral, mystical, and metaphysical disciplines was
to be compared to an infant lying helplessly on its back liable to all kinds
of dangers against which it had no shield.

24
That is not to say, however, that there are not strange faculties lying
latent in the human mind. On the contrary, because mentalism is a fact in
Nature, most successful yogis discover that some extraordinary faculties
automatically arise in them. They offer a fascinating field of exploration
to a properly trained competent investigator who has not only mastered the
subject in a rational manner, and knows enough of the dangers and risks
attending it, not only disciplined his mind and desires through the
scientific, metaphysical, and yogic courses, but also consciously brought
his ego within the framework of universal being. But amateurs who invade
this field through motives of mere curiosity or immoral exploitation sooner
or later discover that it becomes a region either of sheer time-wasting or
else of grave danger. Even the best of men will find his way through this
field with the utmost difficulty, while for most dilettanti it is an
undertaking which is usually foredoomed to failure. In any case these powers
not only are hard to get but may prove dangerous when gotten.

25
Psychic powers may develop of themselves as a consequence of mystical
self-culture but should not be sought as its end. The first way is safe, the
second is dangerous.

Tests, ordeals, temptations

26
The psychic experiences that may come to him on the Quest may be important
preliminary phases in which some truths are passed on from the Overself in
the form of mental pictures. Such a probationary period is usually filled
with tests and ordeals, temptations and tribulations. In this connection,
the events themselves are important to his personal life; but his reactions
to them are what is important to his spiritual life.

27
Mysticism and meditation are but stages on the way up; their value lies in
forming the fineness of mind, concentration of thought, and abstractedness
of mood which are required to reach the higher stage. Of themselves they
cannot bring us into truth or realization. If correctly practised they shape
the mental instrument, or if incorrectly done they damage it. Hence all
visions, psychic experiences, and occult initiations experienced in this
stage are not only transient but of no real worth in themselves, while many
are quite imaginary or the result of suggestion, however real to the
experience for the moment.

28
Before we can reach the reality we have to cross a world of fanciful
imagination and time-wasting delusions.

29
It is an unfortunate fact that some pilgrims become afflicted, either for a
while or for a whole lifetime, with a mild madness. Their insanity is too
mild to stop them from carrying on with their ordinary business of living,
but it is sufficiently developed to make them waste time and energy in the
pursuit of vain phantoms and absurd fantasies. If it takes the form of a
hunger for occult phenomena or a desire to get spiritually transformed
without working for it, they usually fall victim to some charlatan or
imposter who aggravates their sickness and spoils their chances of recovery.
If it takes some other form it is because they do not bring to the Quest
sufficient practical judgement, emotional stability, and logical capacity.
Such persons should abstain from meditation and limit their devotional
exercises to prayer. They should greatly curb their mystical studies and
give themselves up to the duller work of improving themselves. This work is
absolutely necessary as a prerequisite to entering the real Quest; otherwise
they will merely follow a hallucinatory one.

30
Another danger on the quest is a kind of mild madness during the long phase
when occult phenomena are sought everywhere, esoteric interpretations are
read into everything, and entry into the Overself is expected every day. No
natural cause, no physical explanation will be accepted for any event if a
supernatural one can be found. The worldly career may be marked by foolish
acts which not only harm the actor, but, unwittingly, sometimes others too.
Possessions may be squandered, opportunities thrown away, and false friends
cultivated.

31
They begin to see their persecution by evil spirits and to feel the
opposition by adverse forces, at every turn. But, in fact, the only enmity
they have to endure is that which they fearfully imagine into existence.

32
It is by trying, aspiring, daring, that the latent creative forces in us are
called into activity. Occultism teaches that all kinds of hindering and
hostile forces surround us to drag us down. But if a man believes an
influence or person or thing or environment to be hostile, if he thinks it
will make it impossible for him to progress, then it may well be so; he will
not progress. What occultism teaches is true, but it is not necessary to
burden oneself with doubt and pessimism. There is also a higher truth.

33
There exist murky regions, lower worlds, which are best left alone,
uninvaded, and not made visible by misguided efforts to become
"clairvoyant."

34
If his feet remain solidly planted on earth, if his emotion does not outrun
reason, if respect for fact is not failing, and if balance is kept always,
he is in no danger of verging on that mild insanity or of entering that
cloudy cuckoo-land which afflicts too many mystics.

35
Between his present stage and the ultimate goal, there lies a misty world of
fantasies, illusions, snares, absurdities, and dangers. Here he may become
as utterly confused about truth as beyond it he will become utterly
convinced.

36
For some persons these are perilous studies: incipient madness finds in them
its sun and water.

Danger signals, protective measures

37
Between the clear-cut solidity of the outer life in the sense-world and the
impalpable delicacy of the inner life in the divine spirit, there is a
region which many aspirants have to cross, but which a few succeed in
avoiding. This is a region of illusion, fantasy, and psychism, where the ego
uses its most cunning devices to entrap his emotions and entangle his
passions, weaves its most specious flattery to seduce his intellect and
imagination. On this part of his journey sensuality assumes the subtlest
forms, fancy weaves the strangest occult experiences. Vanity receives the
greatest encouragement through oracular or mission-bestowing messages, and
unbalance is heightened to the pitch of neuroticism, hysteria, or even
insanity. In this psychical stage of his development where error masquerades
as truth, he will unconsciously impose upon the world of reality forms which
properly belong to the world of sense. Here visions and messages,
experiences and phenomena, things seen, heard, or touched by the imagination
will constitute a subtle materialism designed to lead him astray. He must
protect himself by drawing upon a strong, impartial self-criticism and
self-denial, a strong, impersonal intelligence, and by seeking the counsel
of a competent guide.

38
One’s personal mystic experience is an important, perhaps the most
important, test of the truth; but it should not stand alone. It needs to be
checked by other standards. And it should be kept in the direction of the
true and highest goal–discovery of the Soul. It should be kept away from
the direction of occult phenomena. Psychic experience is something heard or
felt or seen or touched–it is a sense-contact and belongs to the body’s
realm. The senses may deceive a man–or be used to deceive him! For such
experiences involve the same five senses, albeit in another dimension, and
need even more checking than physical ones. They belong to a road that is
beset with temptations illusions and deceptions but in any case it is not
"the straight and narrow path" to the kingdom of heaven. Psychism easily
leads to a feeding and fattening of the ego, whose vanity glories in
"powers" which it can show off to impress other people or even use to
exploit them for its own benefit.

39
The dangers of letting his attention and energy be drawn aside from the main
quest into psychic, occult, and mediumistic activities must be looked for in
their early beginnings. It is then that they are easier to deal with. It is
then that he must be vigilant and hard with himself, for the cost of going
astray into these temptations is heavy.

40
It is true that to analyse with scientific detachment these most intimate
and precious experiences, visions, and messages could, if imprudently done,
easily destroy their value or prevent their recurrence. Yet this is
precisely what he has to do if he is to protect himself against
illusions.(P)

41
He must learn to discriminate between what is genuine and what is false,
what is good and what is evil, if he is to pick his way through this
deceitful region.

42
If he can catch any of these psychic manifestations at the very moment when
they begin, that is the best time to prevent their arisal altogether, for
then they are at their weakest. That is the proper time to nip them in the
bud.(P)

43
The region of prophetic visions, clairaudient voices, and predictive
messages opens up a veritable pit of possible illusions to the mystic. He
must beware of the sights and scenes, the self-glorifying revelations which
may present themselves to the mind during meditation. He would be better
employed chasing such phantasmagorias from the mind rather than seeking to
attract them! The mystic must put a stern check upon his imagination if he
wishes to pass safely through his apprenticeship. The last word is that the
course of meditation may or may not be accompanied by these occult
phenomena. Neither does their addition improve the value of the mystic
experience nor does their non-existence lessen it. Where they are genuine
and authentic communications from the Overself, their value lies rather in
personal but transient satisfaction or in immediate but momentary help.

44
A sincere motive is praiseworthy but not enough to give complete protection
for untried, untempted, inexperienced innocence against these psychic and
other dangers. It cannot be a substitute for cautious prudence, critical
judgement, and psychical knowledge.

45
The intellectual weakness which permits such credulity must be removed if
truth is ever to be found.

46
Humility is willing to question the reality of the figures it thinks it is
seeing, but conceit is not.

47
Open-eyed observation and clear-headed enquiry will supply the true facts
where fantastic imagination and psychic tendencies will largely misrepresent
them.

48
We must make no pretensions to secrets which we do not possess. Since what
we do not know is so much more than what we do know, it is better to be
humble and straightforwardly to say, "I do not know." It is then possible to
learn, to amend our ignorance; but once we pose as holding a knowledge which
in fact we do not hold, we put up the shutters of the mind and doom
ourselves to continued darkness.

49
He must endeavour to understand what has occurred, seeking to substantiate
his understanding by scientific methods. Not that there are no genuine
manifestations of this order; there are. Telepathy and telementation,
clairvoyance and clairaudience, revelation and inspiration are actual facts
in Nature, which means that they are not really supernatural but are
spontaneous workings of little-known powers of the human mind. But they
happen much less frequently than occultists believe, and what mostly passes
for them are the workings of disordered impressions and philosophically
untrained thoughts.

50
The man who exhibits repeated credulity thereby shows his unfitness for the
highest truth. The seeker must not only not practise self-deception but must
not let others practise deception on him.

51
All that is recondite, unusual, occult, and strange may attract a man but it
may not serve him unless he finds a compensating attraction in what is holy,
aspirational, divine, exalting, sublime, and wide. Without that it may
disserve him.

52
Those who have to deal with physical things whose manufacture depends on
precise measurements or practical skills cannot afford to work carelessly,
think nebulously, or lose themselves in false or misty imaginings out of
relation with the crude realities–certainly no carpenter and no engineer
dare do so. Yet so-called religious mystics, occultists, and psychics do,
for there is no way to show up their errors.

53
Those who give themselves to these studies do not necessarily suffer a
diminution of their intellectual integrity or emotional balance, although a
proportion do. This is because they are already neurotic, hysteric, or
irrational types. Such a person should first attend, or get a psychologist
to attend, to the restoration of mind or character, and leave mysticism
alone until this is done.

54
A student should try to use his will to stop any psychic development. He
should change his posture the instant he is aware of it: not remain lying
down, but either prop himself up in bed or get up and walk around.

55
If he seeks power at all, he does so not to establish it over others but
over himself.

56
These experiences and revelations are to be received humbly, or they will
become a source of harm rather than benefit, of swollen rather than
attenuated ego.

57
"You are seeking," Cleon said, "for what is not of the world you live in,
and you do not know how to judge soundly of what is under your
eyes."–Thucydides

58
One danger of occult experience, if outside the philosophical training, is
its inflation of the ego, causing the man to regard himself too highly and
to appraise his spiritual position beyond its real one.

59
By this rigid discipline, the seeker is safeguarded from the danger of
walking into his own mental creations under the belief that he is walking
into spiritual reality. But those who have not undergone this discipline
quickly fall into self-deception and stop there. They do not know that they
have to pass through and beyond these mental creations if they would reach
the reality behind them.
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As an aside, I saw the comments on the Daism forum regarding Georg
Fuerstein.

Some folks just don’t learn. I read Georg Fuerstein’s explanation of his
revised Holy Madness book. Despite the suffering his fascination with tantra
brought him, he is still fascinated with Tantra as being the "highest path",
not recognizing his own issues behind that fascination, and stating:

"The fact is that the highest teachings within Tibetan Buddhism call for
what in Hinduism is known as "left-hand" Tantric concepts and practices. I
hasten to add that the Tibetan adepts do not consider the required sexual
activity in Unexcelled Yoga to be just that. On the contrary, when they do
speak about this secret level of spiritual engagement at all, they emphasize
that the practice of maithuna, or sexual congress, is exclusively a
spiritual and psycho-energetic event, downplaying the fact that an actual
live female partner is involved."

Too bad Fuerstein doesn’t first comprehend that, as it says in the Wikipedia
article on the subject of Vajrayana:

"Vajrayana has a rich array of vows of conduct and behaviour which is based
on the rules of the Pratimoksha and the Bodhisattva code of discipline. The
Ornament for the Essence of Manjushrikirti states:

Distance yourself from Vajra Masters who are not keeping the three vows
who keep on with a root downfall, who are miserly with the Dharma,
and who engage in actions that should be forsaken.
Those who worship them go to hell and so on as a result.

This expresses as well as other sources the need to build the Vajrayana on
the foundation of the Pratimoksha and Bodhisattva vows. Lay persons can
follow the lay ordination. The Ngagpa Yogis from the Nyingma school keep a
special lay ordination."

Anyway, here is his latest rationalization:

 Extract :
Twenty years have elapsed since writing the first version of this book,
which was entitled Holy Madness. In the interim I have delved deeper into
the guru function, both theoretically and experientially, and also have
deepened my philosophical and practical understanding of Buddhism,
specifically the Tibetan Buddhist tradition, which is highly relevant to the
discussion of crazy wisdom.

Writing the first version of this book was a considerable personal struggle.
I had recently emerged from a deep-cutting guru-disciple relationship and
was in the process of integrating my first-hand experience of a crazy-wisdom
teaching. In fact, the original edition was the concluding phase in my
effort to integrate the many lessons to which I had been exposed. I wanted
to be as objective and fair as possible, without sidestepping the critical
questions that inevitably present themselves when considering the phenomenon
of holy madness, or what I here call "crazy wisdom." Looking back and
judging from the spate of letters I received in response to Holy Madness, I
believe I succeeded in this goal. I know that some readers would have liked
to see me simply condemn crazy~ wisdom as a teaching method; others expected
me to be more critical of ‘certain crazy-wisdom teachers; yet others were
upset that I found fault with their own teacher. On a topic that is so
highly controversial such diversity of opinion is inevitable. As a writer, I
can only endeavor to he responsible in my treatment.

For clarification, it was never my intention to make my book an exhaustive
exposé of crazy-wisdom teachers and the scandals surrounding them. My sole
interest was in providing enough background and color on individual teachers
and traditions to put some flesh on the dry bones of analysis. For a more
comprehensive coverage, which is not necessarily analytically significant,
readers might consult Andrew Rawlinson’s The Book of Enlightened Masters:
Western Teachers in Eastern Traditions (Open Court Publishing, 1997).

The present edition of Holy Madness, newly subtitled Spirituality, Crazy-
Wise Teachers, and Enlightenment, essentially reaffirms my earlier judgments
and conclusions, though it also amplifies my cautioning observations about
crazy wisdom. The changes and additions seemed to me to justify at least a
new subtitle. Although the phrase "crazy wisdom" has become more widely
known than "holy madness," largely owing to the Tibetan adept Chogyam
Trungpa, who is discussed in this book, I have retained the main title for
the sake of continuity.

In the case of Adi Da (see Chapter 4), I have had to adjust my earlier view
in light of more recent developments and also because of my improved
understanding of the concept of enlightenment within the tradition of
Buddhism, which offers what I now deem to be the most sophisticated model of
the spiritual path. Another significant adjustment for the better had to be
made in regard to Lee Lozowick. In keeping with his holy folly, Lozowick had
actually thanked me for my earlier "generous" snapshot of him, which at the
time I found amusing but also thought provoking. In rewriting this book, I
felt prompted to dig deeper into his life and work, and it turned out that I
had not been as generous in my assessment of him as I now feel I should have
been. While Lozowick has had a turbulent past as a teacher, over the years
he has demonstrated that the can grow as a person and teacher-a fairly rare
occurrence in the world of modern gurus. His enormous love for, and
discipleship under, the late Yogi Ramsuratkumar are both touching and
instructive. Because of my revised perception of him as a person and
teacher, I felt no hesitation in approaching Hohm Press, which he operates,
about publishing this new edition.

As far as other important changes in the book are concerned, I have thought
it imperative to add discussions of two contemporary figures-Sathya Sai Baba
(the controversial Hindu avatara) and Shoko Asahara (founder of the infamous
terrorist AUM sect in Japan)-who struck me as paradigmatic of what happens
when adeptship turns bad. In the case of the former, my treatment focuses on
the mechanism of psychological projection and mass hysteria. The latter case
of "spiritual" terrorism afforded me an opportunity to consider the always
possible psychopathology of leadership and blind faith. I also have added
three appendices that should help readers better grasp my position on some
of the issues discussed in this book, notably the nature of enlightenment.

Perhaps since the appearance of the first edition of this work, spiritual
seekers have become more savvy or cautious about teachers. Be that as it
may, they undoubtedly have become more disenchanted. Over the past twenty
years, many more "sacred" teachers of spirituality have lost their
respective halo, and their students’ projections stand revealed for what
they were: just idolizing projections that conceal rather than reveal
reality. Among other things, the wildly proliferating Tibetan Buddhism with
its sexually active adepts has caused both consternation and upset for two
reasons: First, because of Western students’ ignorance of the path of the
"Unexcelled Yoga" (AnuttaraYoga), which is Tantric through and through, and
second, because the Tibetan teachers themselves on the whole have done
little to dispel the widespread notion that Buddhist monks are inevitably
celibate. The fact is that the highest teachings within Tibetan Buddhism
call for what in Hinduism is known as "left-hand" Tantric concepts and
practices. I hasten to add that the Tibetan adepts do not consider the
required sexual activity in Unexcelled Yoga to be just that. On the
contrary, when they do speak about this secret level of spiritual engagement
at all, they emphasize that the practice of maithuna, or sexual congress, is
exclusively a spiritual and psycho-energetic event, downplaying the fact
that an actual live female partner is involved. Their reluctance or stealth
has prompted the Dalai Lama to warn Western seekers to choose their teachers
carefully.

In any case, the disappointments experienced by Western seekers with Eastern
gurus is in my view pail of a healthy development of recognizing and
withdrawing unhealthy projections and proceeding on the spiritual path with
sound realism. We must not idealize and certainly not idolize our teachers
but see them as they are-warts and all. Prior to his death, the Buddha
advised his disciples to rely on his teaching and nothing else. This good
counsel still holds true, for a teacher is only as good as his teaching.
Moreover, when a teaching has given rise to a long line of realized
teachers, as in the case of Buddhism, Jainism, and Hinduism, we can
reasonably assume that it contains the necessary elements for us to grow on
the spiritual path as well.

Teachers unquestionably have an important role to play, especially in the
more advanced stages of inner growth. They can catalyze much, but in order
to relate to them rightly, we must already be familiar with our
idealizations and other projections. In other words, to benefit from our
teachers, we have to be able to see beyond them to the teaching itself The
spiritual process is inherently radical-that is, it goes to the root of the
problem of our spiritual ignorance: the ego- and hence it is vastly
challenging. A good teacher is one who holds us to this process; to put it
colloquially: he or she will be in our face. Naturally, this will trigger
all kinds of emotions in us that we would do well to fully understand lest
they should get out of control. All too often, students become caught in a
love-hate relationship with their teacher, or they abruptly convert fervent
devotion and adoration into everlasting anger and disappointment.

Of course, as I have myself experienced, some teachers may help a student
part of the way but then become detrimental to further growth, because of
their own egoic motivations and shortcomings. In this case, it is
appropriate and necessary to modify the relationship or, when this is not
possible, to end it. When this happens, the disciple would do well to work
through any frustrations as quickly as possible and not forget that we must
bless all equally.

Experienced teachers will definitely he aware of the games their students
play out relative to them. They are not perturbed by this, but many Eastern
teachers also do not seem to be particularly interested in, or skillful at,
assisting their Western disciples to navigate the treacherous waters of
interacting with a traditional teacher. Many gurus or lamas underestimate
their Western students’ psychological complexity and unspoken expectations
of a teacher; they definitely fail to appreciate the intricacies of
transference and the inner conflict most Westerners experience vis-à-vis
authority. Were it not for the fact that some Western students have actually
attained to higher spiritual realizations, not a few Oriental teachers might
by now have given up teaching us.

From a larger perspective, the past century of East-West encounter -reckoned
from Swami Vivekananda’s celebrated speech at the Parliament of Religions in
1893-has been but a comparatively brief spell in a cultural osmosis that is
bound to continue for very much longer. More specifically, it can be viewed
as a period of valuable learning for both Western seekers and Eastern
teachers. As both psychologist Carl Gustav Jung and historian Arnold Toynbee
saw rightly, the westward movement of Eastern teachings is a most decisive
event in our time, which has already transformed the West. Perhaps we are
now entering a more mature stage in this process, where the enthusiastic hut
fumbling beginning steps make room for a more sober, deep-felt, and fruitful
integration. I consider the present book to he a contribution to this
sweeping cultural development. At the same time, I hope it will continue to
prove helpful-as the earlier version apparently has been-to those who are
trying to make sense of Eastern spiritual paths and their teachers.

More than ever I believe that a guru is essential in the higher stages of
practice, because the psycho-energetic work that is called for in
transcending the ego and conventional mind is truly formidable. As we
develop on the path, the ego becomes ever more subtle and elusive, and
having the brightly polished mirror of an advanced adept available is a
great boon. At the same time, as I have repeatedly emphasized in my
published writings and seminars, we must assume full responsibility for our
own spiritual process. Childish or adolescent responses to a guru, which
make us vacillate between emotions of dependence and independence, will
never lead us to enlightenment. Rather we must come to recognize the outer
guru as a liberating function within our own mind. But to discover the guru
function experientially, we require the psycho-energetic trigger and
spiritual guidance of a benign and hopefully realized "outer" guru. The New
Age insistence that we can and perhaps even should do without a teacher, in
my view, is mere wishful thinking.

Then again, as long as we approach our teachers uncritically, we are bound
to harvest disappointment, as indeed has been the case with numerous
seekers. Every childish projection we can bring into play in our quest for a
guru can undoubtedly be matched by some actual or so-called teacher out
there. We can do a lot of work on ourselves prior to entering a discipleship
with a qualified adept. In fact, we would be wise to do so, if only to avoid
burdening our eventual teacher with our neuroses. Then, when life brings us
the opportunity of a guru-disciple relationship, we will be better prepared
not only to differentiate between a true teacher (sad -guru~ and, let us
say, a not-so-true teacher but also to respond in a mature way to a true
guru.

In this book, I have much to say about crazy-wisdom teachers and gurus in
general. But, beyond this, I endeavor to portray the spiritual process
itself. It is misunderstood as often as are spiritual teachers. My
observations are based partly on my extensive study of Indic spiritual
traditions and partly on my own experience with the yogic process and
discipleship over many years.

This book, then, is far from being politically correct: First, I am writing
sympathetically about spirituality, demarcating it carefully from
conventional religion; second, I am doing so as an engaged spiritual
practitioner (of Vajrayana Buddhism); third, I advocate ancient spiritual
teachings, notably the Indic Yoga tradition, as important avenues of
self-exploration for contemporary spiritual seekers; fourth, I champion the
role of the guru, or authoritative spiritual guide, on the path of inner
growth; fifth, I refuse to outright condemn crazy wisdom, even though I have
concerns about the appropriateness in our time of its more extreme
manifestations. In other words, I do not shy away from taking a stance on
issues that are vitally important to any consideration of what constitutes a
viable spirituality for contemporary humanity.

It remains for me to wish the reader a safe and rewarding journey on the
spiritual path.

November 5, 2006

What is the purpose of creation

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(Excerpted from Be As You Are - The teachings of Sri Ramana Maharshi, Ch 17, Creation Theories)

Q: What is the purpose of creation?

A: It is to give rise to this question. Investigate the answer to this question, and finally abide in the supreme or rather the primal source of all, the Self. The investigation will resolve itself into a quest for the Self and it will cease only after the non-Self is sifted away and the Self realized in its purity and glory.
There may be any number of theories of creation. All of them extend outwardly. There will be no limit to them because time and space are unlimited. They are however only in the mind. If you see the mind,
time and space are transcended and the Self is realized.

Creation is explained scientifically or logically to one’s own satisfaction. But is there any finality about it? Such explanations are called krama-srishti [gradual creation]. On the other hand, drishti-srishti [simultaneous creation] is yugapat-srishti. Without the seer there are no objects seen. Find the seer and the creation is comprised
in him. Why look outward and go on explaining the phenomena which are endless?

June 16, 2006

Nothing to Understand

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My motive is direct and temporary: you arrive seeking understanding, while I am only interested in making it crystal clear that there is nothing to understand.

As long as you want to understand, so long there will be this awkward relationship between two individuals. I am always emphasizing that somehow the truth has to dawn upon you that there is nothing to understand. As long as you think, accept, and believe that there is something to understand, and make that understanding a goal to be placed before you, demanding search and struggle, you are lost and will live in misery. UGK

… If you go on trying to suppress the past, trying to live in what you call "the present", you will drive yourself crazy. You are trying to control something over which you have no control. It is just not possible to control thought without becoming neurotic, for it is not just your personal, petty little past that is in the way, but the entire past of mankind, the entire memory of every human being, every form of life, and every form of existence. It is not such a simple, easy thing to do. If you try to control the natural flow of the river through all these artificial means–building a dam so to speak–you will inundate and destroy the whole thing. That is why you find thoughts welling up inside you despite your efforts to control, observe, and be aware of them. Once this is understood, then you are never concerned whether thoughts are there or not. When there is an actual need for thought to function, it is there; when there is no need for thought to function, it is not there. You don’t even know, and have no way of finding out, whether you are thinking or not. Your constant utilization of thought to give continuity to your separative self is you. There is nothing there inside you other than that. What you call the "you" is nothing other than the continuity of thought. If that artificial continuity is not there, neither are you. The "you" wants only to function on a different, "higher" level, and not to come to an end. You want to be transformed, to become something else, while continuing. The only way the self can do that is to add more and more experiences to those it has already accumulated.

 
People are looking for enlightenment. You say you are not, but it is the same. Whether you want a new car or simple peace of mind, it is still a painful search. The secular leaders tell you one way, the holy men another way. It makes no difference: as long as you are searching for peace of mind, you will have a tormented mind. If you try not to search, or if you continue to search, you will remain the same. You have to stop. You don’t stop searching because such an act would be the end of you.

You are lost in a jungle, and you have no way of finding your way out. Night is fast approaching, the wild animals are there, including the cobras, and still you are lost. What do you do in such a situation? You just stop. You don’t move….

As long as there is that hope that you can somehow or the other get out of the jungle, so long will you continue what you are doing–searching–and so long you feel lost. You are lost only because you are searching. You have no way of finding your way out of the jungle.

Q: So if one could just stop….

U.G.: No, that’s not it at all. You still expect something to happen. That expectation is part of the problem. That is why you are pursuing these questions. Your expectations are part of your desire to change everything. Nothing needs changing; you must accept life as it is. Through "change" you hope and expect to be born again. What the hell for? This life is enough. There is no peace in this life, no lack of unhappiness, so you wait until your next life to be happy. It’s not worth it. You may very well not be born again. After all, it is only a hopeful theory to you. You may as well find out for yourself if it is possible to be at peace with yourself now.

 

Nothing to achieve

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The future is created by hope, that is the only future that exists. The hope of achieving your goal, the hope of attaining enlightenment, the hope of somehow getting off the merry-go-round — that is the future. The point from which you project yourself into the future appears to you to be the present, the now. But this is mistaken. There is only the past in operation, and that movement creates the illusion of present and future. You may find what I am saying here logical, or illogical, and you may accept or reject it. But it will in any case be the past that is doing so, for that is all that is in operation within you. It is the past that has projected these goals–God, enlightenment, peace of mind, whatever–and has placed them in the future, out of reach. So happiness is always in the future, tomorrow. A happy man wouldn’t be interested in seeking happiness. A well-fed man is not in search of food.

Q: Surely real understanding, of which we are all more or less capable, takes place not in the future, but now, in the present.

U.G.: There is only the past. You have been told by holy men who talk of enlightenment and such nonsense that the past has got to come to a stop before you are free to operate in the "present" and so realize your potential or future possibilities. This I deny.

First of all, why should you be interested in attempting to stop the past from interfering with the present? Be very clear that this idea that the past must die, that time must have an end, has been put into you by those self-appointed guardians of your so-called soul — the priests, holy men, and saviors of mankind. It is not yours at all. You need to be very clear also about the implications of ending the influence of the past. It is really a dangerous, calamitous thing. In your search to find the end of time, the past, you must use the past. So you only succeed in perpetuating the past. This is a fact, like it or not. Anything you do–having kinder thoughts, behaving selflessly, approaching life negatively rather than positively, listening to holy men, listening to me — is only adding momentum to the past. All the techniques and methods of achievement at your disposal are from the past, and, therefore, useless. Luckily, there is absolutely nothing to be achieved.

Seeking is Suffering

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Seeking means separation. Seeking means suffering. You can go on seeking, and it is all in vain. It is doomed from the very beginning, because deep inside you is the one you are seeking. The sought has become the seeker — that is the discontinuity. And when all seeking drops, withers away, and you have no more hopes, then suddenly you are there where you always wanted to be. Then suddenly you are centred.

Seeking leads you astray. And the more you seek, the more frustrated you feel. The more frustrated you feel, the more you seek. It becomes a vicious circle, self-supporting… goes on and on. There is no end to it — it can continue for eternity. One has to understand the very fallacy of search.

Seek and you will never find. Do not seek and it is there.

But it is very difficult to stop searching and seeking. It is very difficult to drop hope, because then it seems as if the whole thing is futile. If there is no hope, why should one live? For what? Where is the meaning? The meaning is herenow — it is not in the seeking. But the mind goes on saying that if you don’t seek, if you don’t make effort, if you don’t go for it, it is not going to happen.

The mind is nothing but hope and desire and passion for the future. The mind is a disease, a fever, a feverish state. You will have to understand it: the problem is the mind. And once you understand how it functions, how it projects a desire into the future and then starts rushing towards it…. And it goes on projecting like an horizon. It goes on rushing. It gives activity to you but no happiness; it keeps you occupied. But it is a slow suicide and nothing else.

So I would like you to ponder over the very mechanism of seeking, the mind, the process of the mind. Once you start looking at the mind and how it functions, then the whole game becomes clear. Then one day in that very clarity, the mind disappears as if it had never existed. It disappears like a dream — and suddenly you are continuous again.

It is just like a dream. Tonight you will sleep. When you are asleep and you start dreaming, you are discontinuous with the world in which you have been living while awake. In sleep you are no more the same person. You are no more the mother, the wife, the beloved. You lose all the identity that you had before. A discontinuity happens. You start dreaming of something else — unfulfilled desires. repressed desires.

In the morning you are awake again. Now you are discontinuous with the dream-world, but continuous with the waking world. Exactly the same is the case. We are dreaming in God. We are in God, but in a dream. That dream is the mind, and because of this mind we have become discontinuous with our own nature, with our own reality. Any day that you are awake, you are continuous again. In fact you have always been continuous. Even while asleep and dreaming, underneath the continuity remains, but on the surface one becomes discontinuous.

With God we are continuous, but we are not aware of it. As far as our conscious mind is concerned, we are discontinuous, and that creates suffering, because there is a deep urge to be united, to be one, to be in unison with existence. This mind creates a barrier: it always divides, separates — so seeking is separation. The more you seek, the more separated you become. Even if you are seeking unity, that seeking will separate you. And seeking is suffering because the more you seek, the more frustrated you feel.

The real religion starts the day one comes to understand that this mind is the root cause of separation. God is herenow. It is already the case. You are not to achieve it and you are not to produce it; it has not to be manufactured. It is already the case… it has already happened. He is and He has always been, and He will always be.

Somehow we have got involved in dreams. That dream I call the world. And in that world we are all strangers and outsiders because our real home is somewhere else. But if you try it, in the beginning you will have to pass through a transitory period of tremendous hopelessness. You will miss your mind very much because that has been your whole life. For many lives that has been your whole occupation. You will miss it terribly. Those are the days of austerity. Those are the days of real sadhana — to accept it, to remain empty.

Even if it feels as if one is dropping into nothingness, one goes on dropping into that abyss. One makes no effort to come out of it, because that effort will mean bringing in the mind again. One simply goes on drowning in that emptiness. And one day when you are completely drowned, you will find that emptiness is not emptiness. It was just a wrong interpretation of the old mind. That nothingness was not nothingness.

That’s what Buddha calls nirvana — the great nothing. Tremendous is its beauty and immense is its grandeur… infinite is its benediction. But one has to prepare to go into that nothingness.

That’s my message for you. Drop seeking. Drop searching. Drop mentation. Dropping mentation is meditation.And accept nothingness. Be nobody. And in that very nobodiness, something will sprout. Be nothing and in that very nothingness, God flowers.

All that we can do is to be nothing. Then the continuity happens on its own accord. What we are doing is just the opposite. We are trying to become somebody. And that becoming somebody is the cause of discontinuity. Only God is, so we cannot become somebody. If we are trying to become somebody, we are fighting with God. All ego is a fight against God, because only He can have the authentic ‘I’. He is the centre of existence. All small ‘i’s’ are just competitive — competing with the ultimate ‘I’.

So the moment you become nobody, the moment you are ready to become a nothing, suddenly God erupts in you; your continuity is there again. And then you laugh, a great humour arises, because then you see the whole ridiculousness. This is what you were searching for — and it was because of the search that you were not getting it! The whole drama seems to be a great joke.

So don’t be serious. Bring a little sense of humour into your life. Let the ridiculous have a space within you. And by and by, rather than planning what to become, just be. Whatsoever is the case, enjoy it. Be joyous in it, celebrate it. OSHO

On Becoming

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You know, I’ve been everywhere in the world, and have found that people are exactly the same. There is no difference at all. Becoming is the most important thing in the world for everybody — to become something. They all want to become rich, whether materially or spiritually, it is exactly the same. Don’t divide it; the so-called spiritual is the materialistic. You may think you are superior because you go to temple and do puja, but the woman there is doing puja in the hope of having a child. She wants something, so she goes to the temple. So do you; it is exactly the same. For sentimental reasons you go, but in time it will become routine and become abhorrent to you. UGK

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