Celibate Kalki dasa and his porn-trips
More enlightening tid-bids from the Oneness University of Amma and Vijay Kumar (aka Kalki Bhagavan/Sri Bhagavan):
It was the end of the process and he (Pragyanand) returned the computer after having had it for a day or two. I was utterly shocked to see that, on my desktop, he had left a link to a porn-site. I did not know if I was going to tell Bhagavan that his monk was looking at porn-movies across Bhagavan’s house. This was prohibited in the Ashram, even for non-monks. On the other hand, I knew he had been very kind to me during my process, and I liked him as a person and felt very sorry for him, so I decided to keep quiet. He does not even know that I discovered this porn-link that accidentally happened to remain on the desktop after his use.
Sex is of course natural, and many people watch porn movies. Is that wrong? I think it’s up to each person to choose. However, to do it as a monk after asking all others in the campus not even to have thoughts about sex, and then hide your own porn-trips and not “walk your talk” – that is a different story.
Pragyanand was very special in Bhagavan’s eyes. Anandagiri told me that Pragyanand was for quite some time the only dasa permanently living in the same campus as Bhagavan and one of the very, very few to meet Bhagavan daily.
I mentioned before that some Swedish girls had complained to me that male dasas were looking at them with lustful eyes, and I remember that Pragyanand was among them.
