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Severe Depression after Oneness University Deeksha/Oneness Blessing 

After the 21 days processes (of Vijay Kumar aka Kalki Bhagavan of Oneness University), many went into a deeper depression than they ever had had before. To explain why the majority got into deep depressions, Bhagavan introduced a great concept: “The dark night of the soul”. The deeper you went into the dark night of the soul, the more profound would your enlightenment be once Bhagavan had given it to you.

Psychosis after Oneness University Deeksha 

Even after local deekshas, in Europe as an example, there are people who have become psychotic. Some have to be admitted to mental hospitals, a few have even committed suicide. How many, I do not know.

The officials of Chennai airport soon began to complain about Bhagavan. They contacted Golden City wanting to know what they do to all these Westerners who come to the airport in psychotic states after going through the 21 days process.

 
New ways to save the world

This is a pattern I have seen many times during my 15 years of being Bhagavan’s disciple. Bhagavan comes up with new ways to save the world. When one “experiment” doesn’t work, or the temporary results fades away in people, he quickly starts a new project with full enthusiasm and new extreme promises. The fervor he and his disciples have for every new “infallible” approach to give mass enlightenment is so intense that the old failures are easier to forget. Why should we think about the past when THIS TIME Bhagavan will definitely make mankind enlightened?

— Narrated by Freddie Nielsen here

More enlightening tid-bids from the Oneness University of Amma and Vijay Kumar (aka Kalki Bhagavan/Sri Bhagavan):

It was the end of the process and he (Pragyanand) returned the computer after having had it for a day or two. I was utterly shocked to see that, on my desktop, he had left a link to a porn-site. I did not know if I was going to tell Bhagavan that his monk was looking at porn-movies across Bhagavan’s house. This was prohibited in the Ashram, even for non-monks. On the other hand, I knew he had been very kind to me during my process, and I liked him as a person and felt very sorry for him, so I decided to keep quiet. He does not even know that I discovered this porn-link that accidentally happened to remain on the desktop after his use.

Sex is of course natural, and many people watch porn movies. Is that wrong? I think it’s up to each person to choose. However, to do it as a monk after asking all others in the campus not even to have thoughts about sex, and then hide your own porn-trips and not “walk your talk” – that is a different story.

Pragyanand was very special in Bhagavan’s eyes. Anandagiri told me that Pragyanand was for quite some time the only dasa permanently living in the same campus as Bhagavan and one of the very, very few to meet Bhagavan daily.

I mentioned before that some Swedish girls had complained to me that male dasas were looking at them with lustful eyes, and I remember that Pragyanand was among them.

Finally, details are beginning to come out of the sexual doings at Kalki Bhagavan’s Oneness University. Freddie-ji, one of his closest disciples for 15 years, gives us the lowdown on the "celibate" (haha) dasas of Amma and Bhagavan:

Suddenly he took her hand, and he started to caress her. He had taken off most of his clothes and later he fell asleep in her bed. Another time when he came to her hut, he told her how fantastic she was, and he started to kiss and bite her ear. I don’t remember all the details, but during this visit he got an orgasm in her bed, and he ejaculated on her back. During all this her entire soul screamed NO!, but as she was molested as child, she became petrified within and could not speak out loud.

Here’s how one of the dasas (said to be at the highest state of enlightenment by Kalki) operates:

A day or two later, Vinodh dasa asked the Swedish woman if he could take some additional photos as the ones that were taken before were not good enough.
She agreed as Vinodh Bhagavaddasa was a very special and close disciple to Bhagavan, hence being divine, and he had Bhagavan’s full trust. Vinodh asked her to remove all her clothes and gave her a “kaupinum”, a thin string underwear, but nothing to cover her breasts. He gave her a complete massage (not a short one), also touching her breasts and genital area. She thought that, as he was divine, Bhagavan wanted him to do this, she was only happy to be helpful to Bhagavan. After this long massage, Vinodh dasa finally took the much-needed photos that never were published in the brochure.

The full story has more details, on other sexual predators (er sorry dasas/acharyas etc) and their sexual conduct. We thank guruphiliac for bringing this to our notice. (Photo above shows ushering in of Golden Age, er Egg in 2012 by Kalki)

Update: a commenter says:

Freddie’s (and Madde’s) story is a repetition of what happened with us all — forcing ourselves to see Amma as a Goddess/someone more than an indian housewife … Forcing ourselves to see everything there as divine, including Vijay Kumar (Kalki) himself … shutting up the inner voice telling us that things are seriously wrong with the Oneness University, shutting up the voice telling us that Kalki is just a blood-sucking crook, and forcing ourselves to serve their cause even when the body was refusing.